Tuesday, April 6, 2010

My Inner Hell

All I can say is no No NO!
My head feels like it will explode
The pain is overwhelming
both physical and emotional.

I have to get out of here,
I'm losing myself, my being.
I am not a conformist!
Take me as I am, this is it.

It's hard to see
the flowing tears, they compete
with the pounding head.

I was doing so well
and starting to smile again.
To feel a little optimism
allow myself some hope.

But another reality
almost not of this world
Decided to impose
their warped out look on to me.
Only to collapse my
fragile stick walls

While I lay broken
on the floor.
I will decide
if I can rebuild.

If I do,
I shall use stone
and set out
the dogs to protect
my fragile heart.

....argosy....

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